Sometimes, I feel that if I wish hard enough, my wishes would come true, like today. :D

School is as sucky as ever and I have countless projects with people that I don't want to group with.
I am currently facing some sort of crisis whereby I don't know what I want to do in life.
I feel inadequate in every way and of course loneliness, I wonder if George Yeo feels the same. I wish I would stop leaving work till the very last minute, it's creating more stress for me. :(
I feel my dad being more stressed over monetary problems. My sister is relaxed because it's her holidays.
I don't like growing older and feeling your life slowly slipping away. Why can't we really do what we want in life?