Mid-autumn contradictions

There is another mosquito invasion in my house. Work is fun, there's always food there(not tomorrow I guess?) and time passes quickly when it's busy. My plans for life has changed so many times in the past year, from traveling to nepal, to chef, to farmer etc.. to be fair I did write in my journal during primary school that my dream job was to become a farmer, but I will have realistic plans. I am going to lament that everyone seems so busy but we still talk.

I thought of writing up a post but doing a post with photos took much more effort than I thought needed. I procrastinated for so long before editing and uploading all these photos; all taken last week. I don't want to download instagram on my phone again so here's a photo post (much better than an instagram update in my opinion). Here's wishing myself good luck for my first day of work tomorrow! 

Waterfront Cites of the World: Singapore

Growing older in Singapore is not just about the money, our families. It's the memories you're bringing along with you. Facing a generation who will not have the faintest idea what you're talking about - the first school you went to, the place you had your first date, your favourite eateries, the house you were born in, even the cemetery your great grandma was buried in, all demolished, cleared for your children's futures they said, but I say they become nothing but a thing of the past, a token of your grown up years; lost. Neither your children nor your grandchildren will be able to climb up the muddy hills like you did when you went to pay your respects, heck that's if they even bother to look up from their phones to listen to you talk in the first place. Yes, yes, many old buildings still remain around, but when you have a hole in your heart, will you still say you still have the rest of your heart with you? What will hurt most is loss, a loss you have no means of recovering from, no means of preventing.

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This is my thought process

Love
Love is about understanding, knowing what they do, the things they do, why do they like the things, (for life, of life) they live. try to understand what is it that makes them like that thing, why do I like sandwiches? today I ate salmon on bread, some bread that starts with f, the packaging says so. (Better than with rice, much better) will you understand why, the reward will be chocolate biscuits for your effort. enough to make everyone try. (I miss ...)the teacup is shiny, with sliver lines giving it a hug in circles. the tea is  bitter, the price is making the taste up. marshmallows and oats, my memory slips, health food, but what, coffee but not the kind, to stand for gentle rights, remember, remember, giving love result of beats.

burn

The tightrope sways under the sudden weight as she gingerly takes a step forward. Cheers erupt as she lifts her hands up in a triumph motion, the roar of the crowds filling up the void in her heart, "isn't this what you've always wanted? don't deny yourself of your victory."

Striking the perfect smile on her face as she struggles to keep her balance, the thoughts "don't worry, it will end soon, sooner than you think" begin to cloud her mind.

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我以為那是一條走不完的路，可不經意間就成了孤身一人。肩膀旁邊的那個位置空了出來，搭在一起走的那個人，那些人，甚麼時候走出了你的生命，你不會知道。

永遠不要懷疑，你正經歷著生命中最好的時刻。
 You just don′t know it.